Temptation Tuesday

Today I haven't had any temptations because my stomach has been so upset (probably because of giving into temptation this weekend).  I always go into tempting situations with a game plan and a positive mind, and I ALWAYS fail.  I am not sure I am strong enough to be around food and not eat it.  Besides giving in and eating the food, I always eat way more than I should, hence being overweight.  I need to stop giving in and stop overeating.  I ordered The End of Overeating and it should be here tomorrow.  I forget which blog I follow that said this book changed their life.  I am excited to really look into my overeating.   

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B004NSVE32

June Boom!

A few of the blogs I read are doing the June Boom challenge and I have decided to get on the train.

The June Boom has three rules: 

1. Exercise every day in June. I will exercise for at least 30 minutes a day
2. Start something you've been putting off. I have been putting off my Couch to 5K program.  I will do this every other day.
3. Be publicly accountable. I will blog about it and I will post it on my Facebook Daily.
   
   I love a good challenge!

Morphing Monday

Due to the holiday - My weigh in is tomorrow.

I have to tell you that I am morphing - In a bad way!  I am getting bigger by the minute!  I ordered a pizza today.  It is so easy to say "Whats one more day of shitty eating," or "I'll start tomorrow." 

:(

Sum it Up Sunday!

So - today as well as the rest of the week was not good!  I woke up with all good intentions to stay on plan and workout.  Well - the workout happened.  I did 5 miles in 90 degree weather and I was really proud that I didnt back out because of the heat.  After the walk, I went to my parents for a cookout since my brother and his GF were in town.  Again - I had every intention of staying on plan and again it was a fail.  I ate everything in site!  This is why cheating is bad for me - I find it almost impossible to get back on track.  I woke up this morning at 252lbs.  That's 6 pounds heavier than I was on Monday - I am a pro at gaining weight :(

Food is like heroin. 

My plan for this week is to stay on track and workout!  I can do this!  I need to break this addiction!

Sweet Sweet Saturday

So today was my busy crazy day.  Remember a few days ago when I said I was going to stay on plan and not eat - well - I failed!  I got to the bridal shower and I had a tuna sandwich, fruit, 2 mini desserts, wedding soup, cake and ice cream.  I didn't drink though.  All of these things were very much off plan and bad for me.  So the next stop was my boss' graduation party.  I had 2 vodka sodas and some bad food - pepperoni rolls, spanakopita, cheese, hummus and pita, and more pepperoni rolls.  NOT good!  All of these foods ruined my emotional status and stomach.  Today was a fail - but - at the same time it was really fun! 

Fashion Friday

Tonight we are going to see the Avett Brothers - I couldn't be more excited.  The only problem - RAIN.  My fashion for tonight will be a poncho - sexy!

I really need a raincoat so I don't have to look crazy in a poncho haha. 

Here is a cute one from Target

Thankful Thursday

I want to thank all of my wonderful followers!  When I signed up for a blog, I never thought I would have any followers, especially such wonderful ones!  You guys are always so supportive and keep me motivated when I'm feeling down.  This has been a hard week, but I am encouraged by all of your comments!  Smooches!